I confirmed yesterday that I will be away for the summer. 10 weeks of intensive Biblical training.
Nutrition test tomorrow.
150 pounds as of today.
Had flounder and cabbage for snack, blueberry wheat bread with almond butter for lunch, blueberries, raspberries, blackberries for snack, lentils with chicken and broccoli and a clementine for breakfast.
I annoy myself by how much I get annoyed with others! I am so sinful and mean and selfish and prideful and you can add any other words that go along the same concept to that list.
Lord mold me, shape me, use me. Take out this heart of stone and replace it with a heart of flesh. Only by Your work can this be done and not of me. Thank you for Allison and her holding me accountable. Thank you for this summer. Thank you that I'm going away. If You don't will that I go, make it known now, Lord. Thank you for Your good and perfect will.
I want to eat food with some fat or protein in it. My hands are really cold. Freezing. But they are skinny again. I think I love that feeling more than just being skinny myself. I love elegant slender hands and I want them. My hands are relatively close right now. My ring doesn't fit. Woo-hoo. Its my purity ring so eventually I'll trade it out for my wedding ring. :)
I want to get married but it's not time and there's no man...so there...the Lord has other plans for right now...
Lord, I ask you to fireproof my marriage even now. I pray that You put Your protection around my husband. Give him the strength and diligence to get through any struggles right now. May he seek You with all that is within him.
I'm a girl who specializes in awkward conversations and falling no matter the circumstance. I am a student, a scrapbooker, a rookie photographer, an optimist, a dreamer, a worrier. I hope to own a pair of overalls someday, be married, have children, grow a garden and learn to let things go. I love the Lord and my church family and may His glory be my utmost priority in everything. I am able to love because He first loved me. May that be obvious to this world as I preach His Name.