Crash.

I feel like well actually I don't know what I feel like right now.

I thought I was ready to write and process but maybe not. I don't think I even understand what is going through my mind right now. Things just keep stacking on top of each other. One on top of the other like blocks in Jenga with only one or two in each of the bottom rows. There are definitely some sides missing, not just centers. I don't think I can properly write right now. I really need to push emotions and circumstances aside and finish homework so that I can process.

I feel like things are crashing down. In the present this seems purposeless and annoying but in the end I know the Lord is using it for growth.